Depression*

Hey yall.
I'm not the happiest ever..
Pretty bummed out. ughhh
Well today i was like all ready to call Selena Gomez cause she was going to be picking up everyones calls for an hour and so i was like getting the phone and it was 10:01 and i called and there are like thousands of people calling at the same time so for 20 minutes i was on hold and then it was like "The Artist has too many people calling, sorry but we have to limit you" then i kept calling and it kept disconnecting then i called one last time and i worked and i was SO close cause it was like "The artist is on the phone with some one else" which means im getting closer then the hour was over and Selena went off and i didnt get to talk to her.. I was so excited and then i had never been so depressed in a long time and so i took my jar of pickles and went down stairs to watch a movie "Another Cinderella Story" starring Selena Gomez... WOOT!
I still luv her haha
i understand, she has so many people calling her anyway she probably will do one of these live chats again.. hopefully..
...but right now im very bummed out..... i could cry. :P
some thing you should know about me... some times things done to me can be really bad but it doesnt hurt me as much as the simplest things like a no reply or not answering phone.. cause i wonder why ... so it wont leave my mind..
butttt i have to say when i watch shows or movies with Selena or Demi in it i really smile cause i get inspired by them and their SO funny! im laughing right now just thinking about an episode :P
anyway
LOTs of Love